People are so blinded by there own desires.

Sometimes, i think that people forget to see there own flaws.
In order too not be hypocritical, I'm guna go ahead and list some of mine; I am needy, shy, awkward, clumsy, busy, wear too much makeup, etc.
See? I'm not being hypocritical.

And the last few days Ive been reminded why i do not like boys. Well, boys my age :)
Older boys are great.
But yes. Its ridiculous, he told me he wanted to date me in the near future, i ended up liking him and now he doesn't want too.
The reason? Because i have a job, so i cant see him every day of the week.
What.the.hell.
And yet, he is busy too. so is it all my fault?
No i don't think so.

I didn't know what to say to that except its up to him now. I told him how i felt, and that i could do a relationship without seeing him every day. But if he cant i understand.
Surprisingly, im not as upset as i thought i would be, yeah maybe a tad bit hurt. But that's okay, i can deal with that.

But on a side note, it rained last night. So i went walking in the rain. At 3 in the morning. It was spectacular.
:)